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I hate this pain

December 21, 2011

The pain I feel everyday

Still will not go away

I’ve tried hard to live life normally

But the pain keeps torturing me

The razor in my hand gleams with a shine that promises inner peace

Will death be the only way to satisfy the beast?

I don’t think I have the will, Please Lord don’t let me commit this sin

The blade feels so nice, cool and comforting against my skin

My soul begs for relief of this horrible pain

It’s sad to know if I die the world will still go on the same

There will be no fanfare announcing I am gone No one will even know I was here

It is bittersweet to know death is my chance at peace and also my biggest fear…….

© April M. Barbosa 2008


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